遺失後的美好

不知不覺就這樣度過了五年的中學生活
也不知不覺已經過了一半個 SPM

好神奇
時間就這樣 很快很快地溜過了

該做的都做過了 該開心的也開心了 該傷心的也傷心了
總算度過了一個很不錯的中學生活

有時會想起 在自己身上發生過的事
總算可以說一句 “好樣的 你成長了”

學會看開 珍惜所能珍惜的友誼
也學會有些事情要盡全力 才能有往日的舒適
還有學會了 一些事情 別看得太重 尤其是那些很多人認為是情侶之間的愛情

自己在經歷感情時 可以不顧一切 犧牲很多的東西
也很努力地進步自己
這是好事 因為我在往前方的路前進 而我做到的進步 也就是為自己的未來 鋪一個好路
然而 這些感情 不需要看重
沒人說一定會一輩子 因為那是情侶之前的約定而已
也沒人說會愛一輩子 因為我們都還沒長大 都還沒成熟 也不知道自己以後改變得如何

當下 就放點心機 分開了 就更努力
前者我可沒做到 後者我卻做到了

懂得看開了 也懂得自己的資格到哪裡了
以後也不會容易地開始一段感情 因為學會了 感情裡 我要是不能有很大的進步 那就是我自己本身的損失

也真心想謝謝：
之前與你有過挫折的人 你我都看開了 現在成為很好 可以一起創造美好回憶的朋友
五包面 以後還要一起吃

遇到挫折時給予鼓勵的人 讓我明白 以後的路 有你陪我一起走

讓我學會忍讓的人 遇到你這脾氣不怎麼好的 也總算學會了忍

還有很多要謝謝的人
那些看著我成長 看著我跌倒 關鍵時刻都在的人類們。

以後，
繼續看我如何成長吧！

純真的愛 哪裡來

那天一下被人問起
我也只能愣一下

我的回答 竟然是
我現在只愛 CNBLUE 那四個男人

呵呵
其實這樣..
才發現那些瘋狂追偶像的女孩子
其實都很可憐不是嘛

遠遠看著自己愛的人 眼裡只有他們
但是自己愛的人 眼裡卻是一望無際的熒光棒和粉絲

為什麼我那麼愛他們..
其實我也不知道
就是那種沒有原因的愛 而且是瘋狂地愛

後來想想
其實

一個人會那麼瘋狂地追偶像明星
也許是因為曾經那麼拼命地給一個觸手可及的人類 自己那珍貴的心
然後卻讓別人有心無意地踐踏
後來就算回想起 也覺得不是什麼人生大事
但是心裡都住不下任何的人了

因為寧願把心完完全全交給那些遙不可及的愛人們 也不交給那些觸手可及的人類
因為知道那些遙不可及的愛人們 和我一樣 把心都交給了我們
就算愛到瘋了都沒有任何結果
但至少那份純真的愛 不會被人當垃圾一樣踐踏

我寧願我的真心付出去 沒有成果
也不願讓我的真心被人詆毀。

也許有人可以把這些事看得很輕
反正繞個圈 回憶沒了 又可以找別的
但這種犯賤的事 我做不了。

如果對自己沒有信心 就不要去嘗試一段感情
一個人的真心 沒有人是有資格去踐踏的。

就那麼一點差異

固執。
如果現在繼續這樣固執下去 我能保證以後一定會有那一點的後悔。

現在做出的
會嚴重影響以後的。

聰明的人
其實就是那些觀察別人的好 然後用來改善自己的
愚蠢的人
其實就是那些認為自己已經很好 然後堅持用舊方法的人

難道要看著別人迅速地進步 而自己卻永遠停在那一個原點嘛
思考吧。

因為我 無論怎麼說
無論自己認為自己的影響力能多大
最後也只能默默承認自己其實什麼都不是。

如果是以前的我 不會發現這些東西
也許我也會固執地跟隨

但是我有過當助教的經驗 上過無數讓我成長的講座
曾經我以為沒什麼用 現在我認為其實很有用。

因為 我可以看到別人看不到的。
也許有些人也一樣可以看到跟我一樣的東西
但有著那種思想

我想，
我們永遠都看不到一樣的東西。

勝敗

勝在表面，敗在心態。

無論多好的結果，如果不懂得用空杯心態去對待
那其餘的話都不必多說。
因為都是徒勞無功。

我不明白為什麼一個人能夠那樣安慰自己說盡力而為就好
也許有那一顆熊熊燃燒的心
但得到了 你那顆心就目中無人。
有什麼用呢。

我不是一個看別人臉色做人的人。
我喜歡有話直說 但我明白不是每一個人都能接受。
我能明白不能接受的原因 但我不能明白根本不聽的原因。

知道後果會是這樣
那我就不應該把任何希望拿出來。
那份希望 是希望大家心態會改善。

才發現 已經成了習慣的
是改不了了。
我們都是人 活生生的人
何必做到像機械人一樣。

我厭了。
現在 一切都是責任。

Where is my passion? 

一個人的傘

一個人撐的傘

看似孤單 

但 那是一種堅強

並不是每一個人都能習慣一個人回家

一個人吃飯 一個人走路

對我來說 不簡單 

我是一個依賴性非常高的女孩 

我喜歡和一大群朋友吃飯走路逛街

我並不喜歡一個人做事

但人生就是要學會堅強 學會獨立

這些事 做慣了 也成了一種習慣

那天 我一個人撐傘 一個人走回家

想了好多東西

想想 自從過了比賽那一段日子 我很少一個人回家

很少一個人走路回家

坎坷走多了 自然也會跟著成長

成長後 也會明白 

有些事 就是要錯過一次 才有一次彌補的機會

機會 錯過了 就沒了

因為機會是留給伸手爭取的人

那段時間 能回去 我一定還想回去

無論是多麼煎熬 但跟你們在一起 心中仍是熱的

也許我們有著不一樣的想法 但我珍惜那一切的美好 

我錯過一次

但沒有那次錯過 也不會有我們現在的包容和成長

:) 謝謝你們 

人會變心會變

長大後 也會遇到很多不一樣的人

我 也不一定會是一樣的我

現在的我 也許跟以後的我 並不相似

能接受現在的我 不一定能接受以後的我

如果連現在的我做過的那一點點過錯都不能接受 

那我還能用什麼信任 去相信一個現在不能接受我的人 能去接受一個以後的我

起初 我有著一個信念 

給予別人一個信任 

因為我相信這樣也等於給自己一個答應

時間過了 時間走了

我們都會面臨選擇

當初的放不下 也只能逼著自己去放下

因為

看不開的只有我一個

痛苦的也只有我一個

懂我還在心疼的也只有我一個

倒了熱水的杯子 縱然也要放下

被火燙到的手 縱然也會收回來

伸出去捉著機會的手 捉到了空氣 

任憑你再怎麼努力 自己也要懂得放棄

一廂情願 

那就得在自己那窄小的世界裡活著

放得開 放得下

你的世界其實很大

繞一圈 也許回憶就淡了

再繞一兩圈 也許不再看重了

現在

能玩多瘋 就玩多瘋

能受多重的傷 就受多重的傷

能跌多少 就跌多少

因為熬過了坎坷 以後的路才更容易走

我要穿著一雙高跟鞋 平穩地走在一片爛泥上

這 才是我人生的目標

機會只給一次 

能給的第二次機會 為何不給那些爭取著第一次機會的人

機會給多了 價值沒了

淚流多了 不珍貴了

挽留的話說多了 身價就沒了

高傲的過生活

每一天進步自己 不為別人 只為自己

配得上的 就會一起進步自己

配不上的 走幾步就追不上了 

做一個能一起進步的人

不做一個拉低別人的人。 

:)

成長記

每天都想看到你在線和你發的短信

耳邊已經習慣 電話裏面你的聲音

也習慣聽見電話那頭 你溫柔的呼吸

然後慢慢閉上眼睛 感受你的氣息

雖然這些會慢慢離我而去

但我會將這份美好深深藏在心裏

我難過 也快樂

你在我身邊的時候 不懂怎麽開口

我不會太過強求 知道那是你的自由
只要你幸福 也許慢慢的清楚
放手對你才是另一種幸福


[別怪我太神經]



#我們很成功 因為學會了很多東西 長大了不少
下一次 碰面 微笑吧。

:')

怕痛但是卻忍不住去懷念

因為美好所以懷念所以痛

心口上的傷痛，也只能無奈的隨它痛

但我傻笑想 愛到疼也是一種幸福 :')

As the time passes by.

I remember at first I was so reluctant to join in this small but hearty family.
I always think that I'll get ignored, no matter what.
As and time pass, I prove myself right.
Maybe I was just being an egoistic person.

For the first few months, I feel like I fitted in, finally.
But I was still afraid that I will get dropped out, someday.
After a few months, things changed.
The feeling of being pushed around, where nobody seemed to accept you, where nobody seemed to care.
Or maybe I was being the one who pushed away other people's care.

But, once again.
As the time passes, hatred and ignorant started to be kept.
What I felt, was the distance had finally started to close in.
I always wonder if it's all my imagination.
Or maybe I was being delusional.

And once again,
As the time passes by,
I felt fun and happiness.
I felt as though I fitted in, again.
As I think back the times where I chose to distant myself,
I realized that it was always my fault.
I was being overprotective to myself.
Mother Teresa once said,

"We have to give until it hurts. We need to give from the resources we would like to keep for ourselves. We need to give to the point of sacrificing. We must give something that we find hard to give up. And there is where we will find a new something we will hold dearly to ourselves."

I really did not intend on believing in this quote.
But when I actually sit down calmly and think,
I realized that someone, no matter who,
Will have to learn how to forgive and forget.
And that is where another might accept your mistakes.

It hurts a lot.
Being ignored and left aside. 
But as what Mother Teresa said.
I guess it's right.
It's life. Some people's life aren't as easy as it seems like.
That's when I learnt that when I was facing problems myself, others are facing their own too.
It's not easy to step into other's shoes and think from their perception.
But I was finally getting a hand on it.

And now, 
I had just look back to all the pictures we took.
And I truly regret, that I haven't had a lot of pictures with them. 
And with this family, 
I stayed for a year.
And when I reminisce back the memories we had,
This wasn't a long year to begin with.
So many activities we had together,
So many times we spent together,
So many laughter we shared together,
So many tears we shed together.

I understand now.
It's not that easy to have such a supporting "family" in anyone's high school life.
And no matter how many times you want to give up,
Thinking about them is enough.

The part where my regrets lay is where I didn't appreciate having a few girls in my life.
Despite having tough times, they were still there.
No matter what, having them in my high school life was still a part of my life.
And a fantastic one it is.
And no matter what arguments we had, I will still remember them.
And no matter what happens in the future, 
They were still my teammates, my classmates, and also my family. 

I wonder when

I wonder when did I started to care again.
I thought I really tossed back all those care and feelings.
Maybe I have the wrong perception just because we've been spending a little bit more time together.

Was that feeling just my imagination
Or was it just me, thinking too much, being too naive.

I was shocked.
I didn't know things were this bad.
Maybe it's just misunderstandings.

Maybe one day things will sort out.
When everyone learns to be mature.
When everyone is able to think clearly and make judgement accordingly.

I hope that day will happen before I just collapse,
And decides to give up on everything I hold tight and dear to.

:'(

喜不喜歡 習不習慣 我總說不出個答案。
往前一步 我會摔跤 往後一步 我會跌倒。
想挽回卻挽回不了 只有一方努力 那我該怎樣。

有時候總是覺得自己無法把自己的情緒控制好
這樣很不好受 我總對自己說
想要改可是卻改不到

並不喜歡一下子掉入谷底的那種感受
就好像所有能讓我開心的事都無法讓我露出笑容

╮(╯_╰)╭
本來好好 怎麽忽然這樣
我這樣好對不起自己 又讓自己不開心了

啊 好煩。


你是故意逗我笑的是嘛
我好想笑你 怎麽那麽笨蛋
可是怎麽想笑 卻笑不出
對不起 又讓你煩心了

O.O Surgery

Ouhhhh
Now I know,
the name of my so called "sickness"
Is Acute Appendicitis.
Nice name.

Especially the acute in front. As if everything's so serious.
Owh. It is.
*chuckles*
And yeah,
I was hospitalized on 22nd of April, Monday.

A nurse came in asking me to change into the surgery robe.
It's nice, that robe.
Checked skirt in red. :)
Not bad. I love checked clothes.
And so I'm lying on the bed. Being pushed by two nurse with mummy walking beside me.
All the way down to the surgery room.
And I was asked to lie down there for more than half an hour I guess.

The anesthetic doctor came.
Telling me the side effect after I'm put off to sleep.
Mmhmm, everything seem so easy that time.
After that, he sprayed some stuff onto my hand.
It's COLD. Super cold. I can't even feel my fingers.
And so he jabbed something into the middle of my hand.
Yeah. I don't really feel anything.

Not long later,
I'm finally brought into the surgery room.
Okay, it's exactly what we see in the movies.
Many green shirt human walking around, only showing their eyes.
And then there's this light on the ceiling, the one where doctors shine right on top of the place you're going to be cut.

And they tied both of my arms. Not really tie, but I can't really move my arms around.
And suddenly there's this pain coming from my right hand. Yeahhhhh
They're putting in the anesthetic now.
And I heard one nurse doing some report..
Urm.. Something bout the time, the surgery name, doctor involved and nurses involved.

After that, I start hearing voice. People talking.
Then I feel this pain. From my tummy. T^T
But I can't open my eyes.
I keep wiggling around, moving my head.
Then someone came over, telling me that the surgery is over.
I was like, " WHAT "
Okay. Fine. I don't remember anything.
After that I went back to my room. I can see :目
FINALLY

The worst night ever.
T^T Pain nauseous vomiting.
The next day, I feel better.
But it hurts everytime I laugh.
><
Friends visited me.
YihTong, Brandon, Hanson, Kah Lok, Yi Heng, and Turkey.
A nice heart to heart talk.

:)
And the next day I'm back home.
WHEEEE
That's all for my story.
A nice yet painful experience.
And I won't do a surgery again.
Unless it can't be helped.

倔强

忽然才发现 原来自己真的很在乎
才发现原来自己心里承受不住
自己撑了那么久
感觉上心里的墙忽然倒下
心累了 什么也撑不了
又不能放声大哭
就静静地抽泣 原来很幸苦
就算流泪 不让别人知道自己什么时候最脆弱
信息依然要回 帖子依然要复 笑脸依然要放

我要让自己习惯
至少习惯了 就不会流泪了

我多希望自己能那么残忍
残忍到任何一切发生都不关我的事
残忍到别人的感受也都不关我的事

我还希望自己能残忍到把语言当一把刀刺进你的心
让你知道我的心是什么感受
但是我做不到
我始终把你放在前面 就算多不喜欢 也残忍不到

我懦弱。
不像你那么坚强
不像你那样 不需要迟疑也能做出那么残酷的事

就算我多么不想让这件事影响我
但是怎么觉得我已经被影响了
但是 谢谢你的残酷
让我流泪 让我知道我的努力白费
那我可以停止一切

我就算不能真正开心
我也要用我的假笑
把你那像我一样撑的快死的心给弄死掉。

我要用我的假笑
让你知道原来世上有人比你更能假
把你那个那么会对人假笑的心给打败掉。

然后我会坚强
用我从心的笑
让你知道我能多么坚强。

不想被影响
却始终被影响。
就连最能逗我笑的人 说的话
我都笑不出了。
感谢一直在逗我笑的你
我答应你自己会学着坚强
不为不值得的事流泪。
我要更爱惜我的泪

其实我只需要那几个爱我的人
我的生命可以少了你
就像你的生命可以少了我。

ღ Changes.

最近改变很多
总是觉得这个改变后 好像变得更惨了
是自己信心不够
还是自己能力不够

总是在问自己
到底有没有这个能力
如果是以前的我一定可以用一个王八蛋语气讲有
可是现在怎么觉得那么难了

很庆兴的时还有些真的支持自己的人
在身边给自己勇气
鼓励的话 总算能让我前进那么一点点
我答应自己 就算跌得多伤 也要勇敢爬起来

这世界 总算能容纳小小的我
我活着的目的是做好自己
而不是讨好别人
吸取每一个教训 每一个劝告 珍惜每一分钟
这是我应该做的

他说我想太多
她说我想太多
我是真的想太多了吗 :(

A sudden urge

A sudden urge to eat Ice cream.

Even though I'm cold and hungry. :/

Listened to so many songs just now.

And now I feel somehow more contented. :)

I went to look back at pictures,

Those that brought back lots of memories.

While listening to Mayday's singing and of course another person's one.

Sounds like he enjoyed himself loads.

And I found a few pictures I really love.

I guess I'll post a few of them. 

Hehe

I really hope I can always smile like this, like an idiot that didn't know what the world meant.

And I find it so hard to go back to the days that I lived like this.

Everything's so blurry and it's like I'm having a flashback of everything, at once.

For now, I might not have enough confidence 

But I will find it. No matter what the decisions are, I'm ready.

Come On! And charge right into me.

I'll be an egg that'll never fall.

Hopefully, with my small legs. *MUAHAHA*

I'm just being sarcastic, never mind me. :目

ღ 感恩的心

其实 我没有想过自己做的一切会有人看见

也没有想过真实的情况是怎样

我就是想时间快点过 问题快点解决

一切就结束了

但是原来事情没有那么简单

哭过了 才知道泪是咸的

痛过了 才知道心会痛的

伤过了 才知道坚持是需要的

无论今后决定是什么 在这短短的时间

我会坚持不放弃

感恩那些那么支持我的人

因为他们我才能醒悟

而变得更坚强。

生命中出现的贵人并不是理所当然

我不想让自己习惯

有了这种习惯我会失去控制自己的理智

：） 怎样都好谢谢你们的存在。

ღ Depression : To Hell With It.

I really don't understand why I chose depression as the topic of my oral test.
Maybe because I remembered the two friends who brought me back from it.
Maybe I once went through it and I learnt how to be optimistic.
Not wanting to remember those past.
But I think that it's time to reflect and of course,
To put all effort in this topic.

I searched for quite a lot of information.
And I guess verbal abusing that causes depression will do.
Because that was the main reason I went through depression.
But my kind of depression was just minor.

I never did much to hurt myself.
And I did not hurt others.
I just went through slight depression and felt that I was useless.
That's all. I don't feel like talking, I get mad at people all the times.
I vent my anger at non-living things, I cry into my pillow.
Then I met friends who takes me for who I am.

The ones who control me just enough for me to calm down
And not go over the borders.
I never knew my limits last time.
It was them, who stayed by me.
We argue we fight we talk we cry together.
We're there for each other.
We call up each other even in midnight just to make sure they are okay.
We cry over small and big matters
We trust each other a lot, so much that when we see each other,
There's always tears.
Trust. That's why there's tears.
Because that's when you feel so secure and tears can just flow so naturally.

I love them. And without them telling, I know they love me.
And that's just all I need.

And I wrote a poem while thinking of them, and also the verbal abuse I went through which I can't handle.
They're not bloggers but they visit occasionally.
I do hope they sees this.
I love both of you, a lot.
So much that I can't describe. :)

And so, here's the poem.
" A Glimpse Of Hope"

A side you can't see,
Is one's most hurting side,
Not knowing what's hurtful,
There you go, mocking someone.

A person not being cared,
Tears rolling down the cheeks,
A rip, a gash, a blood dripping heart,
Expressions expressed in that muffled cry.

Hate is a game that cheats,
Depression is a torture that destroys,
Happiness is a fruit beared yourself,
Confidence is a self-esteem to fight depression.

So how do you get from here to there?
Well, you must first believe you can,
There's always a glimpse of hope,
But it's your life and it's in your hands.

Take small steps and before you know it you're there,
You'll be standing tall, telling people you're no longer scared,
You'll tell people to stop verbal abusing,
And all you need is a few supportive friends, and your own optimistic heart.

是你们让我成长

学会不是一切理所当然

在我喘不过气的那瞬间 是你们陪伴着我

所有我承受过的挫折

你们仍然记得 还给予我鼓励

谢谢你们的陪伴

让我变得更坚强

我真的爱你们

符慧芳  吴佩琳

蓝蓝的天空。

今天好莫名其妙的开心

因为早放。 :)

肢体就算不累

饱饱的肚子也让脑袋进入半醒状态  眼皮也渐渐沉重

我在学校的凉亭躺了2 0 分钟。

那2 0 分钟都在仰望那蓝蓝的天空

脑中也晃过了好多的画面

我就这样在自己的世界过了很美好的2 0 分钟。

自己拥有的异常的多 只怪自己当初不懂得耐苦  不懂得说服别人 不懂得用心去想

贪玩 也能带来很多的后果

自己知道却不去顾虑这么多

当初我想 人生嘛 怎么把自己累得要生要死 人生活来就是吃喝玩乐和自己疼爱的朋友和人快乐的享受生活。

现在我想 人生嘛 怎么都会有上上下下左左右右 这要看自己的坚持能带自己到哪里 和有谁能和自己渡过这短短的人生。

尽情享受 却不忘珍惜自己能够拥有的东西。

我让很多很美好的东西溜过 现在也后悔自己曾不牢牢捉住的东西

但是 过去的就让他过去吧

好多好多对我来说很重要的人 进出我的生活

我为了对我来说很重要的东西  一个大家庭   失去了一个很好很好的朋友。

伤心过 才知道 这根本不应该是失去他的原因。

一方太忙抽不出时间 一方无法忍受没被注意的日子

美丽的友情就这么破裂。

眼泪不曾出现

因为自己明确知道 捉住了一个对我来说很重要的东西 就无法照料到所有人的感受

之前很懊恼很讨厌 因为我曾是那个不被注意的人

但现在我总算明白为什么照料不到所有人了。

:') 我不能确定别人能够原谅我 但是我能够理解不被原谅的原因了

不需要生气也不需要懊恼 这段时间好好相处

那我没遗憾了

Confidence And Depression.

It's just sometimes I feel like I am so weird.
Being confident is in my nature.
I'm confident in things I'm doing,
But nowadays,
It just seems like it's different somehow.

And I really wonder where is the old me.
Maybe it's time I learn more from people,
And keep my flaws with me.
Waiting for the day I'll be flawless.

Today,
I can't see the radiant sun shining in my room.
It's raining in the morning.
Now I know why is it so comfy. :)

I love rain.
The cooling touch of the rain,
Just sweeps away some of my thoughts.
And there I am,
Thinking too much again.

Being confident.
I guess it's a good thing.
But being overconfident ain't a good thing to do.
So now,
I'll try to restrain myself.
Watch me grow, watch me improve.
:)

Hmm.. Nowadays I'm kinda into blogging again. 

It's just a place where I dump my frustration and misery into.

Using words to replace thoughts,

Changing thoughts into words.

Not like there'll be people reading though. 

I barely see my own blog.

I just update update then I'm off.

There's so much homework I worry I'll die doing them.

:)  

So yeah,

I'm off. 

Someone to talk every night. :')

Somehow I'm just grateful I can be myself in front this person.
Saying what I want, saying out my mind.
And of course, being somehow rude but in a funny way of rude.

:目
Sometimes I think it's just so not worth it for that person to this thing to me
I'm not worth it you know.
That's what I told that person.
But nothing's changed.

But I'm just still being cautious
Afraid of saying something wrong.
I'm afraid. Of what people see in me.
But I'm better now. It was worse.
:(
But there's still some barrier I put upon myself
Somehow leaving a little gap.
A barrier which somehow couldn't be penetrate.

Sometimes,
I hope you won't be so caring towards me,
Don't worry about me.
I'll be just fine, really.
It's really not worth all the trouble to you.

I'm just afraid I'll rely on a person too much
And lose a little bit of myself.
And that's what I'm trying not to do with so much thing happening around me.

Sometimes, I wonder
Who am I? How am I?
I actually forgot.
But people change.
I changed. And I know it.
But I still wonder.
How was the me last time?

I'm trying to change, to a better me.
But I'm progressing, little by little. :)
And of yeah,
Don't worry about me.
I'm strong, or, I'll just try to be strong.
My looks are safe,
So I guess no harm will come upon me.


你懂嘛
我就爱逞强
因为我懦弱够了
该学会坚强不依赖人了。

ღ Rewinding back to 2012 ღ

Gosh I'm so so so so sorry that I neglected the blog for soo long.
*Dust everywhere*

:) I should be posting bout year 2013 but..
I'm back to 19th December 2012
Yes, PMR results are out.

And I really am surprised.
Can't believe I got straight A's for PMR.
I was sooo sure that I would not get an A for chinese.
But yeah, who knows,
Either I am lucky, or the examiner was dead careless. ;目

And of course,
the last of PMR was celebrated with my wives,
and yeah,
the day where results are out also is celebrated with my wives.

We were like so high,
And I was the first to take my results. :)
I called up my mum and started crying.
I didn't think at all, that I will cry.
But when my mum congratulated me I just feel touched.
She never ever ever congratulated me on my exams.
It's just the "You can still improve" and "Why didn't get A" that I always hear.
But now, it's over.

So back to topic.
And of course they were late. =3=
And I went to Viva to take lunch with my two besties, ChiTeng and YihTong.
I love them too.
After that only we met up.
And this is the most memorable picture we took. xD
Same school bag for year 2013. YOSHHHHH