❤ 疲倦的一天 ❤

今天
好累好累
我的脚仿佛要脱骨了
如果我用力拔...会不会整个掉出来？
呵呵 废话当然不会

这几天我都很无奈
全部人都在讲我们俩
=='''   爆汗
很好笑吗... *堵嘴*

可是偶尔这样讲也不是不好
反正大家都累坏了
就讲一下大家也笑一下
场面就不用那么紧绷

虽然有时玩的有一点过分
可是听到朋友们的笑声
我就心软算了
反正我也累透了
笑一笑没烦恼嘛

下个星期二就要比赛了呢
我们的队应该都不错了
还有一点东西没学到
那就这样吧~

本小姐要做功课咯
有没人愿意伸出 "圆" 手
难道世界上的好人都人间中蒸发了吗
我就来精神崩溃了啦~~~

ahhhhhhhh~

❤开心

今天很爽下
秘密来的
很抱歉哦

我要去读东西了
可是有一点懒懒
还是算了吧
这个假期
都没来更新部落
感觉上
是有一点愧疚的

就那么一丁点啦
假期很忙呢
差不多每一天都有圣约翰联系
虽然是这样说
可是我很享受那几天呢
很爽啊
反正呆在家里是没有东西做的
而且就来比赛了呢
我要更加加油

那面金牌
很想把它夺下
呵呵
好像在空想
可是只要有信心
就可以往梦向前冲
拜托神仙保佑我们
KL C/CC
可以顺利赢那一场比赛吧

我可是有付出代价的哦
* 傻瓜我们都一样
被太阳晒了又晒
虽然代价就是变黑
但是这样我也很爽 *

有点不对音
算了啦
我本就不是这方面的人才
自卑...

哎呀
我也不是很自卑啦
哪有人是十全十美的
可能有人十全九美
但一定不可能有人十全十美啊

所以
算了吧~
不要为了这些小事被打垮
我是坚强的！！

哦耶
本小姐要去读东西啦
待会就 oi oi 了
怎么说
我也很像猪下的
可是我没有吃了才睡
我今天没吃晚餐哦~

酱应该是半只猪吧
* 偷笑

安了啦~
小猪去睡了

忽然想到你

想了又想
还是感觉到不安
模糊的记忆， 让我不断吃力地想忆起

嘴巴说不要在想了
不可能的
心里却说
有可能的
想你了
这时候的我却口是心非

在面子书
我看到你上线了
按了一按你的名字
打了几个字
又按了后退键
来来回回都是那几个字
却没办法鼓起勇气按 enter 键
忽然我看见了你名字隔壁
显示你在打字

开心的感觉涌上了心头
你的一个字
我会了三个字
一直这样聊着
也许算是很开心的事了
我就这样心满意足

So much things happened, yet the thing I wanted to happen might never happen

Ohhh
Today, two cases happened
One colleague guy got a deep cut by a piece of glass on his hand
And Loghan's head got cut by stone

My gosh
The colleague guy blood flows like water
We controlled the bleeding until TC came
Then TC bandaged the hand

So many things happened
I guess my exam was kinda fine
My BM wrong 7 questions ehh
My BM essay have to be at 15/20 marks to get A

Please, teacher
Please give me 15 marks

The thing I wanted to happen
Will not happen
So.. I better not think too much of it
Hey, it's impossible
I always tell myself

Is this known as self-comfort?
yeah, I guess so
Even if I tell myself that it's impossible, but just some part of me will betray my own heart and just have a little hope that the thing will happen

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Study study
Tomorrow's exam are the hardest subject of all
All three also need to use brain and think one
Guess I'll start studying now
I'm off~
Byebye~

If I can travel back to time, I'll go without hesitation

I'm serious
I'll go without hesitation
If I can really be friends with you once again
I'll rather to have not met him
It hurts
Sometimes words are terrifying
They stay in hearts forever, not removable

I do know that I'm childish
I do hope I can change
No one hopes to be childish, including me
I do hope there's one day I'll become more mature
And be able to have my head held up high, saying that I'm mature
But I guess I'm born with it, and I'm stuck with a character that I didn't really like

I do hope people will like me
No one wants anyone to hate them
If I can travel back in time,
I'll cherish every moment
And make sure I'll never know him

Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed too much
I guess this is my situation
Even though it's hard to even get our eyes to meet together
I'll try my best
Friendship is, more important than anything
I'll never ask for your forgiveness
As I am the person that's wrong 1st

I'll just have my finger cross and ask for god to be at my side
So, you'll maybe just,
Look at me and have a little curve in your lips
Or maybe a normal conversation
I'll just ask for these two things
I know I'm selfish
But please, forgive my selfishness

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky

Heavy hearts
Exactly like heavy clouds in the sky
The only way in relieving them are to let off some water

My promise
Somehow it ain't going right
My heart is feeling very heavy now
I have a bad feeling for tomorrow
I do hope nothing's gonna happen
Sometimes words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever

The words I hate the most
I mean, the words I don't like to hear the most are
" you make me feel so disappointed"
I feel so sad listening to these words
Even though they doesn't appear much in my 14 years of life, but barely once or twice is enough to keep me thinking of the fear of their disappointment flowing into me

It sucks to be alone,
even when there's lots of people around me.
I want the feeling that I'm there for everyone, and everyone will feel my presence
I've only have there kind of feelings once or twice
But it's the same with the previous one
It isn't heart breaking
It's just something weird in your heart
Sometimes piercing you from somewhere

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad it was once yours
I hope I can make it through this
for others, it might be insignificant
But for me, it's significant

I'll just sleep through the night with hopes of getting better day by day

❤ A mixture of Feelings ❤

❤ Mixture of feelings

Nowadays, my feelings are like weird

They sway easily

I can get disappointed, happy, sad and longing over small things easily

When I say easily, it's really easy

That's weird

My mood doesn't sway easily last time

It just started nowadays

What happened to me

OMgggg

Horrified

Suddenly longing, then feeling disappointed, then very happy, at the end sad.

Haha

Suddenly feels like laughing at myself

Guess I'll have to finish my homework

T^T

bye guys and ladies~

Muacks! ❤